1.

" I'm an empty boy.

 The one who forgot about God. 

 Life is a stupid toy. 

 With a huge, manly "But".

 I wanted to cry so much.

 But there are no tears in the eyes. 

 I need your touch.

 To forget these black souls guys. "

2.

"I wanted to live so much, 

Вut the curse took over, 

This dream was more real than a lover 

Who did not exist in me as such."